Saturday, February 10, 2007
i went blog-hoppin' tday, & i realisd tht so many people out ther are living so utterly miserably, tht i feel realy contentd right now;
so i was telling myself, hey, shld you be holding t wht you hav now & start t think more bout em? looking at te bright side of things, im sure more days wil turn out so much better (: & if you think im decieving myself down here, pls.
im getting so emo this instant i feel like typing a 5thousand word entry. ohgosh.
iv come t realise anothr thing, which is wht xw told me. ppl imitate othrs t make emselves better, so being imitatd is a good thing? i seriously dknw. aint pinning on you. iv stil yet t be enlightnd.. hopefully i wont take these idiots' actions t heart, cus iv alr too lil brain space t put evrything else in. im alr half a nerd. ohgawd. mayb i shal be less unqiue then.
spending hours infront of the com trying t do proj, essay, report, hw, math & research evryday is so not what i want no. turn me into a pumpkin, il be b'ter off.
i bet a thousand yen tht im lack of sleep & gonna collapse soon. like youve said, im sleeping halfandhour earlier each day & i might jus fall asleep on the bus one day & nvr wake up.. i wishd tht i wil nvr wake..
tday's gonna be one fine day. walking down frm marina t kallang. (&dont you dare throw me down the river) so we'l go t sch tmr tgt :D but i aint exactly anticipatin' the old clothes&newspaper collection aftwhich.
currently obssessd w red green brown & fashion design as usual. hopes of bcoming one is gettin' vague. ohyea gimme some life. nevrmind the insignificant peeps eyeing out ther, play pathetic & nice. ohwel. get real yea. nahh i aint bitching if you cal it. gawd but i so feel like one.
`it jus came t my mind bout something like wei has givn furong a new name calld fckface. gosh, i dont even wanna spell it out. shes hateful. her smiles are so genuine.
but coming t a stop t the more words i hav t say, i wil learn t let go. no hatred, no bitching, but faiath, love & PEACE. like iv always been ((:
jus wanna say a huge thank you t the follwing ppl, for giving me life & joy since
wei\rim\shi; thanks girls, you guys realy made my school life loads better. we laughd we yelld we behavd retardd, & we did it altgt cus we loved each othr (: loves truckloads.
stephhiee; you hav left w/o me seeing you for the last time or giving you a hug ): but i wish you the best in aussie, & hopefully il be joining you soon babe. take care of your stomach & flu alright, miss you always. HUGS.
em\tiff\minnie\sixuan\wenjuna\william\ivan\mingyao..; big hugs for you hav lightend up my life, iv come t understand so much things t bcome a better person (: lets make UB an evryday thing, godbless*
jj; thanks for coming t tpy w your dear chunsiang t pass me my card, w/o you, i would hav DIED. thanks pal, for enduring our total extreme makeovers for you during HA times. we had fun (:
&toyou; for holding my hand, giving love. walking the paths, talking the nights. be nice alright (: you tone deaf thing. thanks loaddds.
for its been forsaken for long`
♥Mercy.
Y Wonder..