jimmy; thanks alot bud, seriously.

when othrs appear emotional or start crying infront of me, i could always find words t console them or open up their minds, but when the real things happens t me, why in the world arent i able t get things straight? thers this screw stuck up in my head tht i cant seem t get out. the more i think bout certain thigns, the more i find it unworth & ironic, meaningless.

nothing works on me anymore. songs, lyrics, people. the closest things t me aint what it cld do t me like bfore. feeling desperate, helpless, lost. when can i hold tht confidence i once had in them once again? i dknw, i dknw. as always said, jus when you thought youve got it, it has t be lost again. thats the feeling, over & over again. feeling hit, lost, disappoint'd once & once again.

the only one t be trust'd now seems t be God Himself.
no othr one.

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