officially bored this minute.
the initiat'd countdown t jct isnt making me feel any better, at all.

was browsing on modelling pictures jus now. felt so envious & liberat'd: when can i be like one of them anyday? America's Next Top Model made me realise when thers a dream, thers a path, & it wont be a easy one. but passion, perseverence & determination wil carry one thru it, & the destination wil reap you more than you expect.

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seriously, whats the point of all those things that make people feel so lousy. those who make themselves feel superior by making othrs life miserable like shit. they need some real potion t wake up, face it, face themselves, their true freaking self.

i wil not anger myself w these nonsensical nonsence. i wil pray for those t get over it, & treat evryone else like they treat themselves.


thank you loves who hav stood by me, held my hand, gave me support & smiles. it realy warm'd my heart and gave me hope all over again. i know, that i wil not be dishearten'd again, i wil stand up by holding onto your shoulders and return your smiles. you know who you are.


\ peace, in this abundantly ugly world.
too far a desire.

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