Saturday, July 21, 2007
ohwel. havnt been here for such a long long time.
yday was a v life changing & memoriable, almost unforgettable day for me. i hav finally reciv'd the HC badge. (: thats something i feel proud of. then, 6:39, my parents arriv'd in schl for the parents meet. & amazingly, not only did i not feel put down, i felt remorseful, touch'd nd enlighten'd. seriously, the one we'r studying for is ourslves, aint it? 'thers a time for evrything'. thats so true, & now is the time t concentrate on our studies t secure a place in uni. its aftrall jus two years, f you excel, the future ofhalf century of our lives we wld be able t live in wealth.
yday was a v life changing & memoriable, almost unforgettable day for me. i hav finally reciv'd the HC badge. (: thats something i feel proud of. then, 6:39, my parents arriv'd in schl for the parents meet. & amazingly, not only did i not feel put down, i felt remorseful, touch'd nd enlighten'd. seriously, the one we'r studying for is ourslves, aint it? 'thers a time for evrything'. thats so true, & now is the time t concentrate on our studies t secure a place in uni. its aftrall jus two years, f you excel, the future ofhalf century of our lives we wld be able t live in wealth.
hav t give my appreciation t all my tchrs (yes, all) & an enormous thanks t mrcheng& mrlow especially for guiding me thru so much, giving their private time t me jus t help me. thank all th tchrs for ascertaining me of my abilities even thou i realy dint do wel in the exams. thanks for all the encouragement & all the 'actualy coco is a brght student'. coming t her, i realise how stupid & ignorant i was t think that all these i hav are nothing; tht took them for grant'd. would my cousins be so fortunate t ha such good tchrs, classes, curiculum & environment? while the tchrs are offering me help, do othrs even hav the opportuity as such? yet- & yet i thot it was all plann'd this way. but i neglect'd my own responsibilities & chances that God has given me over & over again. & think i was so stupid t ask for His help over & over again, when actualy, my help was me, myself.
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was racia harmony day yday. was fairly enjoyable. the QOS wore ethnic costumes! miko wanshi bein in kimonos, xwei in vietnamese, & i in a black & gold sari (credits t gv). althou gv said i was 'too thin' & had t stuf almost half the amount of cloth into my shorts, i felt good & happy even while physically feeling 'pregnant'. was seen by a number of ppl. & it felt realy cool & thot tht i dont mind wearing a sari t schl evryday. then when i enter'd the audi i heard sounds of awe (HAHA). then something like 'whoa, coco ******** whoa.' haha, was so funny. then sam yong said, 'coco you look like chocolate' & ran into the stage curtains. i want'd t spit fire onto the curtains, phew.
anyw t ppl in my level who are experiencing similar fates as me (& t jj), do not give up on these slight setbacks in schl alright, society is much worse than this. again, 'thers a time for evrything' & what we OUGHT t be doing now is t put studies as our upmost prority. aftr this, we can do evrything else all we like. would rathr spend these time shaping the path for a better future than play now & slog you life for the rest of your life aint it?
geniuses dont need the help or attention, those loved by the tchrs are those who strive for better & the heart t learn. this came frm mrlow & thot it realy inspird me.
a lesson learned,
a life t benefit.

♥Mercy.
Y Wonder..

