Saturday, September 15, 2007
i wont deny why you felt tht way. cus i put mysef in your shoes & try t think.
but it hurts bad, when you deny what im trying t say.
so it all startd w me.
i didnt stop talking.
& i nevr thot of sitting at opp ends frm you, i nevr did eithr.
im not mad, im realy confused, & upset now.
cus of misconception, such a huge thing emerged?
yes, who wont be all rahrah when theyre prepared work aint going t be done anymore, you feel the same way too isnt it. has it occurred t you tht i, privately, changd my works too so tht you wont feel offended? frankly, i nevr meant t say anaything, anything bad bout you, seriously. & i do not stare. i tried t acoid awkward situations wherby we look at each othr.
i had t keep my head down for tht, focusing on my work.
i didnt had t redo my stuf. you know it.
you know i stil hav stuf tht wld last me for the entire coursework.
you knew i wldnt fight w you over some idea.
& i know tht you didnt mean t do it, so you dont hav t feel guilty over any stupid things tht i say tht wasnt even directd at you.
i tried damn hard t not even settle my eyes on any of your works so tht ther wld be no reason why my stuf are similar, right.
same, too, i dont want t be misunderstood eithr.
im sorry if i actualy whisperd, bcus evryone in the room was.
the sacarsm realy doesnt help, realy.
drama? when.
thats me, you shld hav known.
straightforward, blunt. okay im born like tht & im v sorry.
but it makes no sense youre flying into rage cus
you think tht im accusing you.
im not angry at the fact youre not gonna change your views.
but why dyou jump into conclusions.
i did not know what happened, i remained as i was.
you didnt what happend, but you assumed i did wht you thot i did?
why did things turn out this way,
from nothing at all.
from nothing.
we could hav jus been normal.
it does take two hands t clap.
but if you completely wants t reject what i actualy did,
tel me then, what can i do.
nothing wld hav happend if i was jus emo & sulking for awhile w/o seeing outright stares & hear stuf bout me.
mayb we both thot tht way.
it didnt hav t bcum like tht.
♥Mercy.
Y Wonder..

