Hi love,
youve been so far.
yet i cant help but
think of you evryday.
my heart throbbing
for you, no reason.
your features surfacing
in my mindlike feathers on shiny water.
longing t keep myself in the Realm..
of dreams & fantasy.
wher thers nothing but you,
me & peace.
Hi love, My Love.

i had a weird dream wher i was a refugee escaping from a war. japanese soldiers. dying woman, crippled man, gunfire, screams. i knew i had t escape. i planned a way t flee t my grandma's. its my second time of this same, same dream. i bliev in dreams. they are prophecies.


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oh gosh sorry ppl if ive been missing meetings & stuf. cant help it, cus im in an office hour routine. but im free now! (: er aftr this week. hehe. glad t hav some time t myself, relax bit, do some work, meet up w frens etc. & plan my future. yes, i lack & neeeeed planning. desperately.

yijia: girl i cant wait t see you this saturday (:

jenny: hy jenny, no idea ifyoul be reading this, but thank God that we'r stil so clear bout evrything we talkd bout. youve realy jus made my holiday a lil even more special. i cant wait. we must plan this well okay. i want it t work out! loves.

hence, this marks the end of Nov (almost) & a v wonderful chapter of my life.
& i jus had this crazy idea t write an autobiography. yea. (: i think im going t start right this moment. hav a passion for writing, but hav no talent in language (sadly). haha but no harm done. hope evryones doing wel now, LOVEYA ALL!

Tanyin: hey girl i cant cant cant wait t ha you in TJ next year. XOXO.

Again,
next when you see me,
il be changd.

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