ahh CNY Carnival was awesome! thou heaven realy playd a big joke on us by sending the heavy rain, but luckily we had a wet weathr plan & it went realy gooooooood. shrimp is right, its a blessing in disguise. i had lotsa fun doing my job too, thou it was hard getting the audiences' mood up at the v start & i guess t did look moronic for a moment but haha having the Mic makes me feel superb! bliev it or not kay, i had a wonderful time. seeing so many ppl arnd coming for an event we put so much in is realy satisfying, 15th HC rocks big time, baby.

alright alright even then cleaning up was fun, seeing guys wetting the canteen w one hand holding their rolled up pants, the othr holding the water & sliding across the canteen was a sight man. i enjoyd brushing the floor too! fun running arnd w shar doing tht lol.

debrief made me feel damn good too. i cld see the spirit commonly shared by the four houses! t me Cny is a great great success thou it overran half an hour, but at least evryone had lots of fun.

lastly was like a gamma talk, which details ought not t be revealed but dont worry, i think gamma is getting stronger by the day cus we'v gone thru & is stil going thru so much. what doesnt kill us makes us stronger. tears are for those who know what gratitude is & not jus doing it for the sake of looking bad. i dont see a need for me t feel bad for anything cus i know ive done my best alr & for those who think youre not doing well enough, lets jus forget bout the past & step t do it better alright! i stil have faith.

we hav t go back t the basis of why we joind HC aftrall. backstabbing, shirking responsibility, bitching, underhand means are not anything an honourable HC members shld be doing & i think for tht we'r doing well. we'r bonded, yes, & i hope this reality can bring us further thru the year.

im going t hav an awesome year.

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responsibility.
some peepo jus cant stand othrs looking or doing better than them. try all means & ways trying t put them down. jus cus you think you look like youre doing alot doesnt mean you are. get on w life, sucker. btw, so sorry t say that im not guilty of anything at all even aftr your despicable acts. oops.
jealousy.
i dont know, i hope not, if not your life is a real piece of misery shyt. arent you tired of it aftr doing it all your life?
acceptance.
well whats all that fake things infront of othrs when you dont even realise your words? not rebutting you or tarnishing your name doesnt mean im okay w you constantly doing tht. quit your idiotic acts trying t put othrs down, its disgusting. whos the one screwing up your own life? please, dont be nice t me when yknw jolly well know that you dont mean it. pull that stupid smile off your darnd face. so what if i decidd t drop the past & start anew w you? youl jus start it all over again, cus youre not even sincere bout anything at all.
gratitude.
at the end of the day, i gain when i learn from all these & youre back t square one wher you stink as much as you do evryday.
thankyou.

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i know i had lost it infront of you,
but i stil hav hopes that you dont see it as badly as othrs do.
mayb t you,
its jus an innocent act.

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