was jus reading a good friend's blog & ther was this super long post. i wont discuss bout it but, well, its true that i struck me bout my friendships. that was the best, the most memoriable, the most hurtful, the one that ended (in a bad note).

im not so sure i wanna recount & elaborate on whatsoever right now, but i think i might do when the memories overwhelm me someday. i just felt like evrything was so not worthwhile and, yes, stupid. to the extreme. dishonest i would say, and extremely unfeeling. evrything seemed t hav occurred in a split second and now, we'r in our seperate ways.

i was left, i left.

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took my strengthquest.
finally God is telling me the right choice for my future. :D extremely high, excited, happy.
a wedding planner cum gown designer.
omg here i come.

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cant forget the times when we all jus sat in a circle, anyday, anytime, anywher & jus joke, laugh, talk like no one's business. i love you guys from 07/08. i hope, and am going t make it last. (: loveyall(!!) lets rock on e-l week :DD

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7 years is the time i hav t wait for a chance. a chance i hav mistakenly fallen in my accident this year. cant pull myself out of it but looks like fate has its own issue w me. 7 years. they keep asksing me what am i going t do while this 7 years pass? (honestly, i dknw) and what wil become of us then? i have no idea, too. mayb all was not meant t be. mayb all was jus my ignorant mistake. my emotion's fault.

7 years.
im not so sure i can, anymore.

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its an outright sunny day & the ArtPpl hav gone t esplanade. im not going cus hav got work t do. chuan congrats!! he did us proud, realy.


and the day jus went pass, w/o looking back at me.